The Price I Pay For This

Shoes soaking wet standing in the rain
Waiting for someone who is willing to pay
For what I got

Eyes meeting eyes giving him the look
Barely clothed and cold so he can see the goods
He knows what he wants

Lonely, bored, deprived I seen them all
Heard all the stories, none I can recall
Don’t give them a thought

I shiver inside and my soul is dead
There’s nothing I haven’t ever done yet
The cost to you tonight for a tryst
Is nothing compared to the price I pay for this

I did as you asked, took it all in stride
Never let you know the way I felt inside
Indulging your filth

Go home with a smile, return to your life
Drop me over here so I can shed a tear
And score another hit

I shiver inside and my soul is dead
There’s nothing I haven’t ever done yet
The cost to you tonight for a tryst
Is nothing compared to the price I pay for this.